Monday, February 18, 2019

Lovely Lyrics: The Place Where Lost Things Go




Six months ago today, we lost our Maddy. It was unquestionably the darkest day of my life. Many other dark days followed.

Her absence has been deafening and profound.

When I saw Mary Poppins Returns a few months ago, I fell in love with the soundtrack, and in particular, with this song.

Maddy is one of my Lost Things.

The Place Where Lost Things Go
from Mary Poppins Returns

Do you ever lie awake at night?
Just between the dark and the morning light
Searching for the things you used to know
Looking for the place where the lost things go


Do you ever dream or reminisce?
Wondering where to find what you truly miss
Well maybe all those things that you love so
Are waiting in the place where the lost things go


Memories you've shed
Gone for good you feared
They're all around you still
Though they've disappeared


Nothing's really left
Or lost without a trace
Nothing's gone forever
Only out of place


So maybe now the dish
And my best spoon
Are playing hide and seek
Just behind the moon
Waiting there until
It's time to show
Spring is like that now
Far beneath the snow
Hiding in the place
Where the lost things go


Time to close your eyes so sleep can come around
For when you dream you'll find all that's lost is found
Maybe on the moon or maybe somewhere new
Maybe all you're missing lives inside of you


So when you need her touch and loving gaze
Gone but not forgotten is the perfect phrase
Smiling from a star that she makes glow
Trust she's always there watching as you grow
Find her in the place where the lost things go


Music by Marc Shaiman
Lyrics by Scott Wittman

While I was reading about guilt and grief earlier today, I came across a blog post written by Alyssa Limperis. Even though our situations differ – she was writing about the loss of her father while I continue to grieve the loss of Maddy – I am convinced that we can find solace in someone perfectly capturing our feelings in a way that we ourselves have been unable to articulate:

"And I can feel lucky that I still have that love.
Feel lucky that that kind of love
doesn’t go away with a body.
It stays with me, I’m built from it.
I’m made up of that kind of mighty love."

C, Ginny, and I have survived the past six months because we hold on to the memory of Maddy's mighty love.

Happy Tails to you…

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