Sunday, April 12, 2015

Cherry Blossoms!


Despite living in the area for as long as we have, we never make a point of going into DC to see the cherry blossoms.  I generally don't like cities and I certainly don't like crowds, and weekends in DC during the peak bloom of the cherry blossoms is the perfect storm of insanity.

However, we were fortunate enough to be able to see them from the water this year, thanks to my brother!  No crowds, just a leisurely few hours out on the water on a gorgeous day.  At one point, when we were across from the Jefferson memorial, we hopped out of the boat for a few minutes to take some photos, then hopped back in to continue on our way.  We were so spoiled to have my brother act as our tour guide - he is on the water almost every day coaching his rowers and I loved how he pointed out various things to us that I would have never known otherwise!

We ended up taking two boats because there were eight of us, plus my canine nephew Max, who regularly goes out in the boat with my brother.

I rode in one boat with my dad and two brothers, and it was fabulous!  In addition to the cherry blossoms (and other boats), we saw countless planes take off from and land at Reagan National, as well as a helicopter that flew overhead.  Here are some photos I took throughout the day.  I did not have time to edit them, so I tried to pick the best of the ones I had (and as usual, they are phone photos, not good quality photos from C's camera!).


Max - eager and ready to go!























Living the dream!






If you don't live in the area, but one day have the chance to visit and see the cherry blossoms in person, I highly recommend doing so.  Absolutely beautiful!

Happy Tails to you!

Monday, April 6, 2015

The Storm

I have a couple of friends who are facing very difficult personal challenges right now and I was looking on Pinterest for some inspirational messages to share with them.

Little did I know I would come across a quote that resonated strongly with me, as I am in the final stretch of course work and am feeling overwhlemed by numerous do-or-die deadlines.  I apologize if that reads as dramatic, but my family and close friends will tell you that there will be a very negative domino effect if I fail to meet these deadlines.

I sometimes wonder if I made the right decision to give up teaching and pursue a Ph.D.  I miss teaching every single day.  I jump at any and every opportunity to facilitate a lesson study, do an observation, or participate in a professional development session because I miss being in a school and around kids and other teachers.

Most days, I really love my scholarly life - what a gift to be able to be a full-time student and research assistant.  I know many others who balance a full-time career AND their doctoral studies and I am well-aware of how fortunate I am.  But when it is "crunch time," which the entire month of April is for me, it is especially easy to think that I must have been crazy to choose this.

When I happened upon this quote, which can certainly apply to a wide range of situations, I felt like it was written specifically for me:

“And once the storm is over,
you won’t remember how you made it through,
how you managed to survive.
You won’t even be sure,
whether the storm is really over.
But one thing is certain.
When you come out of the storm,
you won’t be the same person who walked in.
That’s what this storm’s all about.”
- Haruki Murakami

It put things in perspective for me.  Hope it means something to you as well!

Happy Tails to you!


Sunday, April 5, 2015

The Maddy Mystery, Part 2

I have received so many lovely messages about Maddy since my last post; I cannot tell you how much they mean to me!  I thought I'd share a quick update on her progress.

As you know, she was admitted to the ICU of a specialty vet hospital last Wednesday.  We spoke with the vet on Wednesday evening and they were running tests to both identify and rule out what could be causing her issues.  She suggested Maddy receive a treatment session in a hyperbaric chamber the next day because it had proven effective for other dogs.  Since we weren't completely sure what her diagnosis was, we were a little bit wary.


Lobby Art

Lobby Art

Lobby Art

Lobby Art

Cups for Humans / Bowls for Dogs

Consultation Room

Consultation Room
When I spoke to the vet on Thursday morning, she told me that Maddy was no better – and quite possibly worse – than the previous day.  She told me that Maddy would definitely be spending another night in the hospital because she was not improving.  We decided to go ahead with the treatment in what we began to refer to as "The Chamber of Secrets" and hoped that if it didn't help her, at least it wouldn't hurt her, as there is a risk of seizures, cardiac arrest, and so forth.  I'm sure you can imagine that I was beside myself with the thought of anything happening to her that I had agreed to.

Maddy still wasn't eating, so the vet recommended we bring some food that afternoon to see if she would eat for us after her time in The Chamber of Secrets.  When my mom and I arrived, we were taken into the back where Maddy was in a cage and receiving IV fluids.  She had a fabric Cone of Shame on, and with the green bandage on her paw, reminded me of a flower.





When she saw us, she perked up and started wagging her tail madly!  I cannot express the relief I felt at that moment.  She ate some of the turkey and rice we brought and drank water for us, all the while trying to escape from her cage and into our arms.  We were only allowed to visit for about ten minutes, and I told her I would be back that evening with C for another short visit.

Not an hour later, the vet called me and basically said that between the treatment and our visit, Maddy was practically a different dog than she'd been that morning and if we were comfortable caring for her, she could come home that night.  I was over the moon!  If I ever have the option of hospital or home for one of our dogs, I am going to vote for home!  We'd stay up all night to monitor her if necessary!  She told me Maddy was due for medication around 6 pm, but we were welcome to pick her up anytime after that.

When C and I arrived that evening, we were in for a bit of a surprise as we were given a crash course on administering subcutaneous fluids in addition to her other medication.  The veterinary nurse was so fabulous as she walked us through the procedure; I doubt I have paid attention that well to a set of directions in years.  I wanted to make sure I could reiterate every word to my mom, whom I had silently nominated to do the dirty work for us, since she is a nurse!

When Maddy was finally brought out to us, it was a very joyful reunion!  She was thrilled to get in the car and go home!


This Face <3
Thursday night was rather uneventful.  She was still weak and tired, and so I slept on the couch for one more night with her so she did not have to contend with her overly excited sisters trying to smother her with love.

On Friday morning, I put her back in the car and we returned to the vet hospital so she could receive two more treatment sessions in The Chamber of Secrets.  In terms of timing, she could only receive two treatments in any 24-hour period, and treatments had to be administered at least four hours apart.  So she had her second treatment on Friday morning and her third treatment late Friday afternoon.  I picked her up around 5 pm, we picked C up from the train station, and again headed home.


Not happy to be headed back to the hospital...
My mom came over to see Maddy and do the subcutaneous fluids that evening.  Overall, it went well, but it did prove to be a three-person job:  C held the bag of fluids in the air so gravity could be our friend, my mom did the injection and held the needle in place for about 20 minutes, and I held Maddy in my arms so she wouldn't squirm around.  None of us had an easy job.  I finally started singing Disney songs to her and she stayed still – something I attribute to the fact that we leave Disney music on all day, every day for the dogs when we are at work and in class.  So I like to think she loves Disney music and that it somehow soothes her.  I don't really care whether or not that's true…just glad it worked to keep her calm!  That 20 minutes felt like an eternity.


Serious Business
Friday night was the first time she'd slept in bed in a week, and she had a peaceful night.  Saturday was a good day – she interacted with the other dogs and generally seemed to be much more "herself" than she'd been for over a month.

On Saturday evening, my mom came over to do the subcutaneous fluids again, and things did not go well.  When the needle went in, Maddy screeched and nearly gave each of the three of us a heart attack.  Terrifying.  She looked so scared and was shaking so badly that we decided to stop immediately.  It was horrible.

Somehow we all recovered from that miserable experience.  Maddy slept well Saturday night and had another good day today.  She is eating and drinking normally, and I expect when her bloodwork is repeated on Tuesday, the results will be favorable.  The antibiotic she is on seems to working, because she is no longer jaundiced, which is excellent news.

For now, we are operating under the assumption that her diagnosis is pancreatitis.  She has to eat bland, low-fat, non-greasy, no-flavoring-added food for the foreseeable future, but it seems to be agreeing with her.  Fingers crossed that we have identified the problem and can address it accordingly so that she stays healthy!


enjoying a Sunday afternoon car ride

And I don't really know how The Chamber of Secrets works, but it is most decidedly magical.



Happy Tails to you!

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

The Maddy Mystery

I haven't posted anything in almost a month for two reasons: school has kept me incredibly busy because I have some huge deadlines looming; and more importantly, my sweet little Maddy has been sick.

We don't know what is wrong yet, but it has been a very difficult month for her.  Including today, she's been to the vet five times in five weeks.  Bloodwork, xrays, ultrasounds, IV fluids, three different medications, two overnight stays...it's a lot for one little dog to endure.  In the past week, she's lost 2.5 pounds, which is absolutely insane for her small size.  She is not eating, barely drinking, and has become jaundiced, and it has been absolutely awful to witness her becoming more ill each day.  I've slept on the couch with her for the past five nights so that the other dogs wouldn't bother her - not intentionally, of course, but even them trying to snuggle up next to her seems to cause her great discomfort.

So today there was nothing more that our regular vet could do.  After running some tests this morning, Dr. T. called me and said Maddy needed to be seen by a specialist.  I picked her up and we headed to a new animal hospital where she was admitted to their ICU.  Watching her be carried away from me was nothing short of heartbreaking.

We are hoping to get some answers soon and to get some relief for our little girl.  I wish dogs could talk!  For right now, all I can say is that the house feels very empty without her in it.

I was looking through photos of her to cheer myself up - she is typically such a happy, lively dog - and thought this would be a good place to share some of them.

I mean, seriously, look at this face!





This is when we finished one of her vet appointments and I had to stop by my office for a little while - she enjoyed hanging out and making a new friend!


This is when she started to feel really crummy and was not acting like herself...




Here she is when she had to spend two nights at the vet.  We visited her for a few hours and I love how she was falling asleep in C's arms - upside down, with her bandaged paw sticking straight up!



The Fab Four - her sisters rallying around her...


With her BFF, Ginny...


Here is my favorite photo of us together from a few months ago...look at how her tiny spotted paw is wrapped around my neck as she sleeps.  Love.



Happy Tails to you...